Thursday, May 29, 2014

Hello Summer

Well, the end of the school year is rapidly approaching and as usually happens it gets crazy busy.


D has nine days left of second grade (sniff), we have a family funeral to attend, my brother-in-law Colton is graduating from high school this upcoming weekend (yay!), our friend Jacquelyn's daughter's birthday is also this weekend, W has a birthday coming up (what!?!) and the day after is his little other half, K's birthday.  Then there's Father's Day, my little birthday buddy, KC, and my birthday as well as several other family birthdays sprinkled throughout the next month; and that's just June!  I'm already tired thinking about it.

If only June were actually like that image!

I have mixed feelings about D being on summer vacation.  It'll be nice to not have to do the school pickup-drop off thing, but at the same time we barely survived spring break.  When he's home he feels like he needs to be entertained all the time and gets easily bored and cranky!


That will not be happening this summer.  For the sake of my sanity I will be developing a survival guide, also known as a daily schedule.  Things like: movie Mondays, field trip Fridays, library day, and maybe a park day too.  Those will be the major activities for the days but I will also have time set aside for quiet reading time and I think I might also create a list of things they can choose to do if they come to me and say they are bored!  D's school also does library Tuesday evenings where they can checkout books and take AR quizzes on them.  Plus I'll also need the daily time to do a little cleaning and laundry.

I'm also torn about kids summer activities.  I know some parents pack their kiddos summer full of various camps and activities and I have those moments of guilt where I think to myself "should they be doing more, am I denying them opportunities?"  But then I realize that one camp or activity a month in the summer is ok!  I don't want to spend my summer running around crazily doing different things that will in the end make us all very cranky.  I want to be able to go to the cabin, go camping, and have barbecues with friends, do spontaneous summer things without having to worry about missing one of the activities.




I am bound and determined to survive this summer with my sanity at least partially intact.  I will also plan some girls nights with my good mom friends out there because if I don't have some grown up conversation I will lose it.  There is no other way to say it, if I have to talk about coloring, cartoons, kiddie craft projects and change diapers all day I might need to book an extended stay at the local behavioral health unit.  Sadly, that sounds a little relaxing.  Maybe if we're really lucky the hubby and I might get a date night or two this summer also!

But I'm trying to stay positive; I am responsible for how I choose to feel - even if coffee helps me feel those feelings.  Have I mentioned that it's typically not safe to approach me if I haven't had my coffee yet?  I have literally walked away from poop on the bathroom rug so I could drink my coffee before I faced it, but that's another story and I seem to have rambled away from my topic.



Life's an adventure and (at the moment) I say bring on the next chapter!  Hello summer!

Until next time!

Tuesday, May 27, 2014

Are you still with me?

Whew!  It has been quite the last couple of weeks for our family!

In the last three weeks we have had a successful garage ("moving sale" per the hubby) sale, and packed up a bunch of non-essential stuff for storage, and then the leftovers were hauled to the house of our gracious family Ben and Hillary, where we will live in their freshly finished basement for the next six or so months!  

This arrangement came to be because we have outgrown the house we have rented here since we moved, crazy huh?!  The location was great, the yard was fantastic but the house was just not functional for our family.  Then there is the house we still own in the last town we lived in; that is going on the market soon and until that sells and we can scrimp and save and put together a decent down payment, Ben and Hillary have amazingly told us we could live here until we can find a house that we love and will accommodate us and our boys!   It works out pretty well too since I was helping out with childcare for their daughter, FH, this summer anyway!  I'm mostly terrified of the boys breaking something or ruining walls or flooring, but I have really been on them about how we treat things, especially things that are not ours!

Thankfully we have some very supportive family!  My father-in-law Calvin, super brother-in-law Colton, their exchange student and a very helpful colleague of my hubby's helped move all of our crap - er...stuff, and we are so appreciative!  I felt pretty useless because I was tasked with keepin track of the boys and setting up some stuff in the basement.  Luckily D and W were happy playing quietly and watching a movie.  


We are still getting settled, but have taken a few minutes and explored the neighborhood park close to our temporary abode.  The older boys were so excited and the twins wanted to run free so bad, but I'm not quite ready for that! 


 But we did let them try the swing for the first time.  I don't think this is how it was intended to be used but I thought it was perfect for the two of them!  


And yes, they are in pajamas.  We have quite a few days where they stay in pjs.  It's a lot of work to get those stinkers dressed, and those super cute overalls have WAY too many snaps for twins!


Don't they all look so excited?


Even Daddy got in on some swing action at the park!  

I'm looking forward to this new adventure, spending time with all the kids, figuring out a summer schedule to keep the chaos to a minimum - if that's even possible, and making progress towards our goals.

Until next time!
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Not sure if you noticed but I have decided to share people's real names unless it is a child.  It just flows easier for me!  I have really enjoyed doing this blog, and have come across a couple amazing blogs, and some lovely ladies who have offered tips to help me with it.  If you get a chance check out Fighting Off Frumpy who you can find at http://www.fightingfrumpy.com.  She has some very entertaining posts and also has four boys herself - maybe that's why I identify so much with her posts!  



Also checkout $5 dinners at www.5dollardinners.com, she also has four boys and I love seeing how she feeds them healthy food on a budget!  Hmmm I might be noticing a trend here.  


Also my lovely, amazing friend Melissa from The Crazy Celiac, which you can find on Facebook here: https://www.facebook.com/pages/The-Crazy-Celiac/704623799577176.  She did an amazing guest post for me awhile back and makes delicious and heathy treats!

I appreciate any and all feedback and tips any of you feel like sending my way!

Saturday, May 10, 2014

Mother's Day

have been a little MIA lately.  We are in the midst of packing up our house and have been madly preparing for a moving sale to cut our crazy amount of junk WAY down!

First, I really want to thank everyone for all the positive feedback on the mental health and Celiac's awareness posts.  It took a lot for me to be able to share my dark, personal struggles but in the end it was very therapeutic to write it; and I was so happy to be able to share my good friend Melissa's story with you!


Secondly, tomorrow is Mother's Day.  This year marks the 100th anniversary of official celebrations of Mother's Day, and it actually has a very interesting and sad history.

Mother's Day is attributed to Anna Jarvis.  Anna's mother, Ann Reeves Jarvis, started holding Mother's Day work clubs in West Virginia, comprised of women's groups for reasons such as: improving sanitary conditions and fighting infant mortality rates by addressing disease and milk contamination in the 1850s.  During the civil war years these women's groups tended to the wounded from the North and the South.  After the civil war, several women, including Ann Reeves Jarvis, organized picnics for a Mother's Friendship Day to promote pacifist strategies to bring together former enemies.  In West Virginia, Ann also started a Mother's Friendship Day for North and South loyalists.  

 (Photo of Anna Jarvis)

When Ann died in 1905, her daughter Anna organized the first observances of Mother's Day in 1908.  On May 10, 1908, several families gathered at a church in Grafton, West Virginia (Anna's hometown) for Mother's Day events.  This idea spread across the country until President Woodrow Wilson officially made Mother's Day the second Sunday in May in 1914.

(Church where first Mother's Day observances were held in West Virginia)

Anna Jarvis never had children of her own and according to historian Katharine Antolini, Mother's Day for Anna meant spending time with your mother and thanking her for everything she has done for you, not celebrating mothers everywhere.  It was meant to be a quiet, personal holiday spent with your own mother; but as is typical with most things, the holiday quickly became commercialized.  It became important to buy flowers, cards and candy and this greatly disturbed Anna.  

Anna started organizing boycotts and protested people and events that used Mother's Day for fundraising for charities, and she was even arrested for disturbing the peace.  Anna fought for the reform of Mother's Day to her original intent until the early 1940s.  When she died in 1948, at 84, she was a patient in Philadelphia's Marshall Square Sanitarium with dementia.  Instead of making a fortune off of Mother's Day as the credited creator, Anna gave her life to stop it from being so commercialized.

As a mother deeply entrenched in the trials of mothering four boys, I will take any thanks I can get from them!  But I think it's important to take in the small thanks you may receive daily (if you're lucky) like growly bear hugs, random kisses, a three year old telling me he loves me and I'm pretty, babies who don't want anyone but me, a seven year old who wants to cuddle.  These moments are fleeting and I need to enjoy them when they happen.  



So this Mother's Day, try to enjoy the little ways your kids tell you they love you every day, and look for those moments each day - especially the bad days; and don't forget to call your mom if you can!  

Happy Mother's Day 2014!  I wish all you mothers out there: quiet, solo bathroom trips, a day without yelling and uninterrupted ice cream consumption!  

Until next time! 


Information for this post was obtained from the article Mother's Day Turns 100: Its Surprisingly Dark History by Brian Handwerk for National Geograohic.  

Find the article here:  
http://news.nationalgeographic.com/news/2014/05/140508-mothers-day-nation-gifts-facts-culture-moms/

Tuesday, May 6, 2014

Happy Celiac Awareness Month

So today I have a great guest post from my good friend Melissa from The Crazy Celiac blog!  May is also Celiac Awareness Month!  She has written an amazing post about what Celiac disease is and how she is finally feeling better than she has in a long time!  She is crazy talented in allergen friendly baking and cooking and am lucky to call her my friend!  Enjoy!

Hello Everyone!! My name is Melissa and I'm a good friend of Hylarie's. We met about three years ago when our sons were in kindergarten together. She has been such an amazing friend, we share a lot of the same interests and we both have four children and husbands that work a lot. Its really nice to have a friend that I can talk to about anything. When I was diagnosed with Celiac disease last year she was right there willing to listen and help in anyway she could. Hylarie was nice enough to text me yesterday morning and asked if I'd like to do a guest post on her blog in honor of Celiac Awareness Month, of course I said yes! Thanks Hylarie for allowing me to share my story with your followers.


Happy Celiac Awareness Month to anyone living with or knows someone living with Celiac. As Hylarie stated in her post from yesterday, this is a busy month for spreading awareness. I am a huge supporter not just for Celiac, but for ALS awareness (one of my dear friends is living with ALS) and Mental Health Awareness (I have struggled with depression and social anxiety disorder since I was  young). Thank you, Hylarie for helping spread awareness for these diseases.

First off I would like to explain what Celiac disease is. A lot of people think it's an allergy, but it's not. Celiac disease is an autoimmune digestive disease that damages the villi of the small intestine and interferes with absorption of nutrients from food. This means that the body is attacking itself every time a person with Celiac consumes gluten.


What is gluten? Gluten is a protein found in wheat, barley and rye and sometimes oats. If left untreated people with Celiac disease can develop other complications such as other autoimmune diseases, osteoporosis, thyroid disease, infertility and recurrent miscarriages, iron deficiency anemia and cancer.

There are over 300 symptoms of Celiac disease. One person might have diarrhea and abdominal pain, while another person has irritability or depression. Some people develop Celiac symptoms early in life and others are completely healthy until adulthood. Some people with Celiac disease have no signs or symptoms at all. These differences make a Celiac diagnosis very difficult. 83% of people living with Celiac are undiagnosed.


Diagnosing Celiac disease can be quite difficult because it often mimics other diseases, including irritable bowel syndrome (IBS), Crohn's disease, intestinal infections, lactose intolerance and depression. Blood tests are the first step in diagnosing Celiac disease. A doctor will order a panel of blood tests to check how your body responds to gluten. If you test positive, the doctor will usually order an endoscopy so they can biopsy the small intestine and check for villous atrophy.


I believe I've had Celiac since I was a child. I dealt with a lot of illnesses growing up. Colds,
influenza, strep, sinus infections, mouth sores, pitted teeth, enamel erosion and depression. Migraine headaches were another issue for me, I had them often, missing a lot of school because of how bad the headaches became. I also struggled with endometriosis and psoriasis starting in my teens and it lasted well into my twenties. I have always been pretty thin and struggled gaining weight for as long as I can remember. Looking back now, I believe that this was all caused from undiagnosed Celiac.  I don't remember ever having stomach issues though. I was able to tolerate all foods pretty well so I'm sure that is why it was never on my doctors radar.

I started having stomach issues when I was pregnant with my fourth child. My OB brushed it off as just being pregnant and a mother of three young children. After months and months of doctor visits, blood tests, ultrasounds, being poked and prodded for what seemed to be an eternity, I was finally referred to a Gastroenterologist. After waiting a month I finally got an appointment. My GI did a simple blood test and within two weeks I had a diagnosis. My doctor said "Melissa, I believe we have found what is wrong with you!" I thought she was going to say I had cancer and I was dying, but she quietly said "We think you have Celiac disease." I had no idea what Celiac was, I had never in my life heard of this disease. I knew what gluten was, but had no idea that it could do this to your body. I was handed two pieces of paper, one explained what I could and couldn't eat and the other explained what Celiac was. That was it! I was on my own. I had to relearn everything I knew about food. I was so happy, not happy that I had a disease, but happy that I had an answer to what was wrong with me. I had been told for years that I was crazy, I needed therapy, "It's all in your head" or  "We can't seem to find anything wrong with you."


After the happiness wore off, the reality set in. I started to cry and after reading about what was actually happening to me, I was scared to death. How was I going to do this? How was I going to eat this way? after a few hours of crying and feeling sorry for myself, I knew what had to be done. I knew if I wanted to feel better I had to go gluten free. So off I went! I cleaned out my entire kitchen and started over. I packed up all of my gluten filled foods and donated it all to friends and family, I bleached my silverware drawers and cabinets, threw away all of my pots and pans, cutting boards, plastic utensils and even my toaster. After that I went shopping! I bought new pans and few other items that I would need to start this new life. I then went to the health food store with my safe list in hand and stocked up on gluten free foods to replace the gluten filled ones. I was determined to get better.


I was adjusting well to my new gluten free life, no more headaches, my endometriosis and psoriasis weren't as severe and my stomach pains were gone. It was an amazing feeling. This lasted for seven months. Then all of a sudden my stomach issues returned, but this time it was worse. After dealing with it for a few weeks, I made an appointment with my GI. She did a few tests, but nothing was coming up, I was handed two prescriptions, one for depression and the other was for a sedative to help me relax. Feeling frustrated I decided to get a second opinion with another GI, it was a complete waste of time and money, he didn't find anything either. I was so tired of dealing with regular doctors that I decided to check out a natural medical clinic in Bozeman. From the moment I met my homeopath I just knew she was going to figure out what was wrong with me. She was amazing! I spent two hours with her and found out that I'm not only gluten intolerant, but I'm also intolerant to grains, nightshades and high fructose fruits. I was shocked! What the heck was I going to eat? I had successfully went gluten free, but this scared me. I needed to find someone to help me because I was clueless. My homeopath then referred me to a gluten free life coach. I was willing to try anything and talk to anyone that could help figure out what I could eat and how to heal my body. My life coach has helped me go from eating gluten free to eating Paleo. This way of eating has helped me in so many ways.

What is Paleo? Paleo is also referred as the caveman diet. I basically eat meat, fish, veggies, nuts, eggs and fruit. No grains, beans, dairy, refined sugars or processed food. The Paleo diet has also been known to help people suffering from other autoimmune diseases and food related issues. I have been eating this way for two months now and I'm finally feeling better. I'm gaining weight and my stomach is healing. I can instantly tell when I have had something with grains or too much sugar. I can no longer eat out at restaurants because of my multiple food intolerances and also the worry of being glutened., I have noticed that my gluten intolerance has become quite severe and leaves me feeling ill for a few days if I accidentally ingest it. When I go to BBQ's I usually pack my own food or eat before I go. I do have a few family members that don't understand and probably never will, but I have made myself very clear that I eat this way to stay healthy and they need to respect my decisions. Most of my friends and family understand and don't ask too many questions anymore.


Living with an autoimmune disease isn't easy, it is one of the most challenging things I have ever had to deal with, but as crazy as it sounds, I am thankful that I have been diagnosed and I'm finally feeling the best I have ever felt. I am eating the best I have ever eaten, I'm cooking, baking and teaching others how to eat better. If it wasn't for my diagnosis, I believe my oldest daughter, who also has a hard time digesting gluten, would still be sick.

I have recently started selling my gluten free baked goods to people here in Helena. I also have a Facebook page where I share recipes and Celiac information to help others dealing with gluten related issues. In the last couple of months I have helped quite a few people go gluten free and a lot of my family members are going in and getting tested for Celiac . I am working with my life coach on a business plan so I can start my own bakery and life coaching business. I want other people to know that just because you have this disease doesn't mean that you have to give up everything you love, you just have to find new things to love.

If you think you have Celiac, you need to get tested. Celiac is also hereditary so if you have a family member with Celiac disease, you should probably get tested as well. Here is a great infograph of the many symptoms of Celiac. Make sure to contact your doctor before going gluten free, it is important that you stay on a gluten containing diet for your blood test and/or biopsy to be accurate.


I'm also sharing two of my favorite recipes that are quite easy to make and taste amazing. You would never know that they are gluten, dairy and egg free.



Gluten-free Vegan Oatmeal Cream Pies


Oatmeal Cookies
Makes 2 dozen 

Wet Ingredients: 

1/4 c. non-hydrogenated shortening

1/4 c. vegan butter

3/4 c. brown sugar

1 Tbsp. flaxseed meal + 2 Tbsp. water - thickened for 5 minutes

2 tsp. molasses



Dry Ingredients:
 


1 c. Cara's gluten free flour blend (recipe below)

1 1/4 c. rolled oats
3/4 tsp. baking soda

1 tsp. cinnamon

1/2 tsp. salt


In a large bowl, cream together the vegan butter, shortening, and sugar together with an electric mixer on medium speed until creamy. Beat in the flaxseed meal "egg" and molasses. In a medium bowl, whisk together the dry ingredients. Pour 1/3 of the flour mix into the creamed sugar mix and stir with a wooden spoon. Repeat until completely blended in. Roll 1 heaping tablespoon of cookie dough into a ball and place onto the baking sheet. Bake 10-12 minutes and allow to cool slightly before transferring to a wire rack. 

For the Cream Filling: 
1 1/2 c. Dandies vegan marshmallows

1 Tbsp. vegan butter

3 Tbsp. powdered sugar


In a small saucepan, melt the marshmallows and butter together over low heat. Add the powdered sugar and stir in until combined. Quickly spoon onto one cookie and then sandwich together with another cookie.

Makes 12 oatmeal Creme pies

Cara's Gluten free flour blend


2 c. brown rice flour
2 c. Sorghum flour
1 c. potato starch
1 c. arrowroot powder

The Recipe is from one of my favorite gluten free bloggers over at Fork and Beans. 


Paleo Korean Chicken Bulgogi

Ingredients:
1 1/2 lbs. boneless skinless chicken breast...
1/3 cup coconut aminos
2 1/2 Tb. coconut sugar
2 Tb. sesame oil
3 cloves garlic, minced
1 Tb. fresh grated ginger
1 bunch green onions, chopped, whites and greens separated
1/2 tsp. ground black pepper
1 tsp. sriracha
1 Tb. toasted sesame seeds
Directions:
1. Cut up chicken, I like mine to be slightly frozen, its easier to cut. Place in a large bowl and top with: coconut aminos, brown sugar, sesame oil, garlic, ginger, onion whites, pepper and sriracha. Toss to coat and allow the chicken to thaw and marinade for 45-60 minutes.
2. Heat large skillet to high heat. Use tongs to transfer half of the chicken to the hot skillet. Spread the chicken pieces around the skillet and allow them to sear on one side before using the tongs to move them around and caramelize on all sides. Once the juices have evaporated and the chicken has a nice brown color, remove from skillet, it should take about 6-8 minutes
3. Cover the cooked chicken to keep warm. Repeat with the remaining chicken, and throw out the left over marinade. Serve warm, sprinkled with the reserved green onion tops and sesame seeds.


Thanks again Hylarie for giving me the opportunity to share my story with all of you. I really hope this post helped you better understand Celiac disease and the importance of someone having to eat gluten free. If you have Celiac or a gluten related illness please feel free to check out my blog at www.thecrazyceliac.blogspot.com or check out my Facebook page here https://www.facebook.com/pages/The-Crazy-Celiac/704623799577176?ref=stream







Monday, May 5, 2014

May

Welcome to May.

I've decided to take a much needed mental health break (spoiler alert!) from the chaos that is my life to come back to my blog.  My current chaos can wait for another day.

On May 1st I started seeing things about how May is the national month for several different causes.

May is:
  • Mental Health Awareness Month
  • Celiac Awareness Month
  • Asthma Awareness Month
  • National Brain Tumor Awareness Month
  • ALS Awareness Month
  • National ADHD Awareness Month
  • Lyme Disease Awareness Month
  • National Historic Preservation Month
  • National Physical Fitness and Sports Month
  • National Bike Month
  • National Pet Month
  • National Guide Dog Month
  • Hatian Heritage Month
  • South Asian Heritage Month
  • Asian Pacific American Heritage Month
  • Jewish American Heritage Month (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_commemorative_months#May)
May is a busy month - and don't forget Mother's Day and Memorial Day!  A couple of these are very near and dear to me and I would like to explore and discuss them today and in some following posts.

Today's post is a very personal one for me, and I share my story to help bring attention to the first topic on the list above: Mental Health Awareness Month.


This topic is one that is very important to me, my family, friends and millions of people across the country.  In 1949 an organization called Mental Health America (founded in 1909) and it's affiliates across the country started observing Mental Health Awareness Month in May and in 2013 President Obama proclaimed the month as Mental Health Awareness Month.  Within May there is also a National Children's Mental Health Awareness Day which this year is observed on May 8.

"What is mental illness?
A mental illness is a medical condition that disrupts a person's thinking, feeling, mood, ability to relate to others and daily functioning. Just as diabetes is a disorder of the pancreas, mental illnesses are medical conditions that often result in a diminished capacity for coping with the ordinary demands of life." 
(http://www.nami.org/Template.cfm?Section=By_Illness)

I cannot even begin to tell you all how important this topic is to me.  There is a strong family history of depression and mental health issues in my family and it is something that has never really been discussed.  I wish we could have been more open about such things because it would've made it easier for me and others to seek the help that was needed.


There is such a stigma attached to saying you need help for mental health that most people avoid getting the help they deserve.  I desperately want this to change.  I don't think there is anything to be ashamed about in asking for help.



I have struggled with depression off and on for as long as I can really remember.  I was diagnosed with social anxiety disorder when I was in high school and was put on some medication that really did help.  When I started college depression again reared it's ugly head.  I had occasional thoughts of what it would be like to step in front of a car and I would have panic attacks walking across my college campus.  I eventually took advantage of the school's free counseling at the health center, my meds were adjusted and I made it through that wave of depression.  After I was married I went off my meds and actually did well for several years.  I would have the occasional days or weeks that were bad but I managed them ok.  Looking back I know I had the "baby blues" after our first son, D, was born and I am 99% sure that I had postpartum depression (PPD) after our second son, W, was born.  I managed to bring myself out of both of these episodes without medication or treatment.  After our twins were born was a whole other story.


I'm pretty sure my depression actually started before they were born.  The last part of the pregnancy I just couldn't move very well, started struggling with day to day things around the house, and was terrified of the prospect of bringing two babies home.  I felt like I couldn't take care of my older two kids and seemed to myself pretty much useless.  When they were finally born I was excited but I did not feel that immediate undying love that mothers are, according to others, supposed to feel for their newborns.  I hate to admit it but at the time the sound of H's cry sounded like nails on a chalkboard to me and it breaks my heart to think about it.  Having newborn twins is hard, there is no other way to say it.  I dreaded getting out of bed in the morning and started counting down the hours until I could sleep again before even crawling out of bed.  I cried all the time mostly about nothing.  I wasn't connecting or bonding with my babies, and the older two suffered the wrath of mommy too many times.  When the babies would wake up at night I would get angry, I would see red and sob uncontrollably.  My temper flared at the drop of a hat.  We were all in misery.  Unfortunately I waited until my six week postpartum appointment to discuss all of this with my doctor.  I wish I had gone in sooner, because she put me on some meds that got it under control, for awhile at least.  After about 6-7 months my anger started up again and as much as it scares me to admit I had thoughts of hurting my older kids and thank the good lord I didn't.  I am so ashamed to admit to this, but once I did I was able to get help through a change of medication and counseling.  After being at my appointments with me as I discussed these issues with my doctor Mr. L saw things in a new light.  I think he finally realized how real it was and how much help I needed and he really stepped up to the plate for me.  I am no longer in counseling but I still take daily meds to help me with depression.  I still have my bad days, but am learning how to cope and get through them.

I always feel more accepted and connected when friends and I can share our experiences and struggles with mental health issues.  It makes me realize that I am not alone and my hope is more people can open up about it.  The numbers are staggering:

"One in four adults−approximately 61.5 million
Americans−experiences mental illness in a given
year. One in 17−about 13.6 million−live with a serious
mental illness such as schizophrenia, major depression
or bipolar disorder"
(http://www.nami.org/factsheets/mentalillness_factsheet.pdf)


I hope by sharing my story you understand part of who I am, and if anyone feels like they would like to share their story of struggle please email me, I would love to have some guest posts about this topic to help spread awareness.

I want the shame to go away.  If you need help, seek it out, find others to support you in your journey, because whether you know it or not people around you have experienced it in one form or another as well.  You are not alone.

If you get a moment be sure to take a look at the NAMI Fact Sheets to see more stats about mental illness.


Since May is also Celiac Awareness Month I will have a guest post about Celiac's disease coming up from my good friend Melissa over at the Crazy Celiac blog!  She is an amazing person and I would love for her to share her story with you and perhaps a recipe since she is a fantastic baker!!

Until next time!